The joy of giving

Haven’t been updating this space for long, there’s still cny day 3 and 4 to blog about but i’ve got no time. Went to my first volunteering today! I’m super super grateful for Rainbow centre who gives me this opportunity to be able to contribute to the society. This kind of feeling is something that you cannot get just from putting money into the charity box. It’s the ‘being there’ and really interacting with the children,parents and teachers that is very satisfying. I’m not ready for the next level yet but i’ll just take one step at a time. =]

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london bridge is not falling down

nothing is going to fall isn’t it
it’s gonna be strong right?
time is all we need to build it stronger yo!!
let’s jia you okays!
because london bridge is not falling down yo!!
Once it’s done building, it will link us all up!=]]

all i need is to accept to love and not be so judgemental and critical =]

peace out

muddlehead

AHHHHHS!
i just spent a lot on my learning corner and when i came back home i realise i had it at home!
and the worst thing is i’ve been staring it for the longest time and i have absolutely why i bought all these useless thing home!!
because i don’t know how to start!!
Dear God please let me do up my learning corner pretty pretty and that the children will know how to play the games and that i’ll pass !! please please please!!
thank you in advance!!
i’m A-N-G-R-Y!!

and really exhausted!! slept only 2 hours the day before
and now still got so many assignments to do!
siao liao!! bye bye

p.s i love you very very much mummy=]]

最熟悉的陌生人

i’m soo tired, i have to sleep if not sure collapse one
lesson was such a bitch today.
projects was kinda of cool until vanessa and jamie started their pet society thingy!! and nessa influencing zarra and i to play word challenge!!!lol

saw Michelle and jia wen at the bus stop!! oooh! i really miss sec sch life!=]
yida! I’m so sorry lahs! but anyways wish you all the best for your results on monday!!
hahahs! he this irritating bizi bugged me for more than half an hour to go down choa chu kang to meet for dinner!! simply because his gf can’t accompany!!
what a good friend you are huh!! hahahs
but at least you made the effort don’t you?

but something is so bothering me
someone asked me why is that picture so empty?
it seems to lack something
why?

what should i reply?

so hurt but i forgot how to cry

cravings

this person baked for her 25th birthday!
how lucky! i wanna learn how to bake cupcakes for my 19th birthday this year!!
first i gotta save enough money for a microwave oven!=]

okays i’m sooo craving for cupcakes right now!!
actually i’ve craved it for like 2 weeks already

Today is such a not conducive day
i think i slept for the longest time ever
and i’m still not in the mood to start anything!
seriously friday is mentor supervision and guess what i’ve not even came up with my lesson plan!
not even done any preparation for learning corner!
i feel like burning midnight oil
but hahahas!!
no one would believe me!!
but i need to i need to get the mood right to do my work!! baaaaaaahs

i like not the light blue but an extraordinary dark mysterious blue i saw up in the sky tonight

i saw the most beautiful blue sky ever tonight
i fell in love with it instantly !
but the feeling was short lived for it faded into some awful colour
=[[[[

this morning i really couldn’t wake up and i’m so sorry jamie
if i were in your shoe i’d feel exactly how you felt too!!
sorry sorry sorry!!
after which -project meeting!!!
Same old boring thing lahs!! baaahs

i felt really really really really really really regretful,depressed,unhappy that i quit drums!
never did i dare to go to a class alone!! and without any feeling of dread!
i was so happy that i could go for drum even though i couldn’t really catch the rhythm today but i was still happy!!
i need more time! i need to balance my time between, school, tuition, work, family and friends.

i love taking bus trip home alone on a not crowded bus
i like being able to read my favourite book.
now i’m reading paulo coelho’s book and he is such a good author, he is such an inspiring author!!

“Dreaming is very pleasant as long as you are not forced to put your dreams into practice.
That way we avoid all the risks, frustrations and difficulties, and when we are old, we can always blame other people for our failure to realise our dreams”
- Paulo Coelho

how very true! I love dreaming, i dream about being a singer, an actress, a drummer, a fashion designer, I dream of meeting my Mr Right on a bus, reading the same book as i am, I dream of being a superwoman trying to save people from their troubles, I dream of being a supermodel, i dream i dream i dream…..

yeahs. . . and it’s all but a dream

next to me

GUESS WHAT I FOUND!!!

okays! that’s my 2008 resolution=]
1. FAMILY MEMBER TO BE HAPPY HAPPY HEALTHY HEALTHY!!
HUAT AH!
2. TO STAY SINGLE
3. TO STAY HAPPY
4. TO EARN ALOT OF $MONEY$ TO GO TAIWAN WITH MY GIRLS NEXT YEAR!
(and maybe thailand with zarra=])
5. TO STUDY HARD!!
6. TO ACHIEVE GOOD RESULTS

MY GOODNESS i can’t imagine i put point number 2 down!!
lol!
NO WONDER LAHS!!
but i’ve achieved almost everything yo!
just that i went to hongkong instead of taiwan and i didn’t go thailand with zarra.

GOOD 2008 !!! BETTER 2009 to anticipate!=]

heard from zarra that what you did for the 1st day of new year, you’d do it the rest of the year!
yeahs no prize for guessing what i did on the 1st of new year

PROJECTS!!!
and that’s what we’re going to be stucked with doing this whole year!!
BAAAAAHS

Yes or No, i don’t really know

just read sheryl’s blog that we have 14 assignments to be handed up after this break!!
my goodness!!
how could it be possible!!
damn i just realised i have been waaaay tooo slack this break!
and the videos i had in wood’s SD card couldn’t be retrieved!! i’m sooo dead!
my EC project ehsss!!
plus it’s sooo super funny!! hahahahs!!
i need it!! GOD please let me retrieve it!!

work was really boring today!
and we saw a guy who look quite like a vampire!
hahahs he’s got good features but he’s not really handsome,
but he has this slight resemblance of edward cullen in the movie!
couldn’t stop looking at him!LOL!!

damn there’s work again tomorrow!!
luckily i just completed my lesson plan 2!! phew
THANK GOD!

p.s Robert Pattinson writes and sings!!

p.p.s THANK GOD!! i need not go down to the centre on monday!! which equates to longer hour of sleep and more time to prepare lesson plan!!=]]

Heartwrenching

wooo hooo~
i finally finished the bone garden!!
tess gerritsen has got never ending creative juices running through her body!
Her style of writing has such power to capture the reader even if i put the book down, i would constantly be thinking of the story.
The way she joined two story together so flawlessly intertwined
I’m never one who read her books at ultra-fast speed because i love savoring the book slowly
making sure i get all the details right.
Her story always kept me guessing who the real culprit was and never once i got it right, it might be because i’m stupid but her way of twisting the story always got me fascinated.
I NEVER LIKED romance story! never! but this love story so heart wrenching and bittersweet
I teared on the bus while reading this book, more tears than vanish,
but my favourite is still HARVEST!
i’m gonna stop reading tess gerritsen for awhile and read twilight( since it’s the in-thang right now)
hahahahs
YOU should go read Tess gerritsen’s book!=]

Once I indulge myself in a good book, I’ll find yourself so anti-social
I love the feeling!=]